ONE MORE CHAPTER
by
K.S. Thomas
by
K.S. Thomas
GENRE: Contemporary Romance
Having overdosed on the cold, unyielding aspects of reality at an early age, books became a welcome escape I was happy to dedicate my life to. Editing romance novels seemed like the perfect career choice for the girl who craved fantasy and a world she could exercise a little control over. Bottom line, I like having a happy ending I can count on.
Until...Jensen.
Where I prefer to have my head in the clouds, unattached to the tumultuous roller-coaster of real life, his feet are so firmly planted on the ground, they're sinking in and getting buried there.
Jensen seems an unlikely hero for any story, let alone mine. He's moody. And confused. And pretty damn sure there's no such thing as happy ever after.
But then that's the thing about all the best happy endings. They show up when you least expect them to.
āI donāt know how to do this.ā
āWhich part?ā Because if itās a simple matter of explaining the polite way to end a casual weekend sleepover, which incidentally was sex free, I can help him out no problem. Anything beyond that and weāre probably both in over our heads here.
Finally, his gaze moves to meet mine. Only now I feel compelled to look away.
āWalking away. It's the right thing to do. It's what you should have done when I told you to. But you didn't. And you made me do it. And I did." He pauses to take a deep, painful breath but his eyes never waver from mine. āThen you came back and now... I donāt know how to walk away from you this time, Karma. But I canāt stay. I have nothing left to give you if I stayā¦ And plenty I want to take.ā
āWhat if you can have it?ā I breathe.
He shakes his head slowly. āI canāt.ā
āWhy not?ā
āBecause it would be wrong.ā
I swallow hard several times, the intensity wearing on me. āMaybe it would be wrong not to. Maybe thereās a reason neither of us can figure out how to walk away even though walking away would clearly be less complicated. Maybe weāre not supposed to.ā
āI donāt want to hurt you.ā
āThen stop trying to pretend this isnāt happening. Whatever it is, you and me, itās something. Itās real.ā
He exhales loudly, his chin dropping to his chest and I breathe in until the air fills my stomach, making up for the shallow breathing I succumbed to during this conversation.
His hand is still in my hair, his wrist loosely resting on my collar bone. Who is he kidding? He canāt walk away. He canāt even let go.
Then he realizes it too. His grip on my curls tightens and when his jaw rises up enough for him to look down on me, the brazen look in his eyes is beyond anything Iāve ever seen in them before.
āIām going to fuck this up,ā he whispers.
āProbably,ā I say quietly, ābut you might get it right. Itās a chance Iām willing to take.ā
āYouāre crazy,ā he murmurs, his mouth moving dangerously close to mine.
āCertifiably.ā And I close the gap between us just to prove it.
Dog Lover who likes her pastries full of cream and sugarā¦.ohā¦and I write some ;-)
Aside from being an author, I am also a mom to a beautiful 5 year old little girl. I tell everyone I named her after my great-grandmother (because thatās the mature answer), but really, I named her after my favorite princess ā just so happens I got lucky and they had the same nameā¦If I wasnāt a writer, I would work on a horse ranch ā Iām an animal lover (in addition to dogs, horses are at the top of my list). I wear flip-flops pretty much everywhere I go. I would rather stay awake until 5 am than get up at 5 am (years of bar tending have left their mark), if I can, Iām going to the beach AND I will always be nice to people who bring me chocolateā¦or coffeeā¦if you bring me both, Iāll probably love you forever. A gypsy at heart, I write the way I live, following the story wherever it may lead, always ready to start the next one. This is clearly reflected in my body of work which to date includes everything from Childrenās Lit to Thrillers.
I happily reside in sunny Florida (for now) and always enjoy hearing from fellow readers!!
Thanks so much for hosting my new book baby ā”
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