Title: Love's Design
Series: Bodyguards, Inc. #5
Author: R.J. Scott
Genre: M/M Contemporary Romance
Release Date: December 9, 2015

Can Christmas be the time when Kirby finally stops running and allows himself to fall in love with the man who saves his life?
CIA Agent Stefan Mortimer is cooling his heels in the UK until he can go home. Taking on easy assignments with Bodyguards Inc. seems like a good solution to keep him sane. He's used to life throwing him curveballs, and itās just another day at the office when he rescues Kirby Devlin and his niece and nephew. Now he has to keep Kirby and the kids alive and stay professional.
Kirby Devlin has one priority; keeping his small family safe. On the run, and facing danger at every turn, Kirby finally runs out of places to hide on a snowy December day at an Edinburgh train station. Stefan comes to the rescue, saves him and the children. Is it possible that Kirby finally has someone to trust?
Now, if only it would be as easy for Kirby to trust Stefan with his heart.
"...Kirby was on the run with little Andy and Louise, having seen their father stabbed and left for dead. An unexpected attack at the train station left Kirby in a bloody mess and Stefan coming to the rescue. ... Loveās Design was a great addition to the Bodyguard, Inc. series, with a magical Christmas theme..."

āIf youāre not reading this series, you really need to because it wins all the awesome!ā ~Meredith at Diverse Reader
āWhen I read an R.J. Scott book I never fail to get a quiver in my body and a smile on my face. Loveās Design lived up to my expectations.ā ~Evelise at S.E.X. Reviews

Chapter One
āWhat the hell is he doing?ā Stefan murmured as the man in the cheap suit moved out of the shadows and back into them again.
Tall, with his hands pressed deep into his jacket pockets, the man crossed from one side of the large empty waiting room to the other. His expression was one of determination, but his posture screamed anger, and it was difficult to tell which was winning from this distance. Stefan was killing time at Waverley, the train station in Edinburgh, waiting for the train holding his latest babysitting job to depart, and all he could focus on was this one man. Typical that even when he was supposed to be having a quiet time with his Kindle, Stefan spotted shit that just wasnāt right.
Call it boredom, call it a sixth sense, but the man in the suit was up to something. And he was one of three. He had two friends along for the ride: a tall guy and another as wide as he was tall, with his head disappearing into his thick neck. Abruptly, Stefan knew he had been looking at the man in charge of two heavies. Both Tall Guy and Neck Guy had disappeared into the bathrooms five minutes ago and had yet to come back out.
The Boss, as Stefan called him in his head, kept pausing outside the bathrooms, where a sign proclaimed āCleaning in Progressā. The waiting area was sprawling, drafty and empty of all but a few diehards, probably those waiting for late arrivals, which were mostly delayed, due to snow.
Stefan knew something was going down in there and he fairly itched with the need to get involved.
āNot my circus, not my monkeys,ā he muttered to himself. Kyle would kill him if he got involved with something that would call the wrath of MI6 down on them again. As it was, Kyle was trying to calm down the CIA after the whole missing-scientist incident, and almost had them agreeing to take Stefan back so that Stefan could hunt down whoever fucked up and exposed the scientist theyād had under protection.
Three suspicious men in a near-deserted railway station werenāt his problem. His problem was the annoyingly entitled investment banker who was now safely on a train with his next bodyguard, on his way to London. A glance at the board had Stefan wincing. Heād hoped to be gone from the station by now, but the snow was causing delays and some cancelations, and the London train would be the last on the board scheduled to leave, four hours late at nearly 10:00 p.m. The rest of the departures were listed with large signs saying everything had been canceled. No wonder the station was empty. And yes, he was bored.
One thing Stefan Mortimer didnāt do well, was sitting on his ass doing nothing. Iām bored. I need to get laid, and I need to go home. Not necessarily in that order. Heād been stuck in the UK for going on half a year now, and, by necessity, had slipped into working for Kyle at Bodyguards Inc. Not that he needed the money, but he was a man of action, and sitting around with his thumb up his ass was not the way he spent his time.
He sipped at his coffee, and the cold, bitter brew furred his tongue. Heād left it too long to drink while studying the dynamics of the man and his two bodyguards, and the drink hadnāt been that amazing to start with. Brits didnāt know how to make coffee, not like back home.
The man heād been watching stopped pacing and checked his watch, then, with a brief look around the area, pushed through the bathroom door. He wouldnāt be able to see Stefan from that angle, not properly; to all intents and purposes Stefan looked like he was sleeping and was behind a metal grate enclosing a small area where he was hiding from having to interact with people.
As soon as that bathroom door shut, and with no real conscious decision, Stefan was on his feet, his hand automatically going for his weapon, then falling away when his brain caught up with his muscle memory. Scotland. No guns.
As he walked to the bathroom, he unzipped his jacket and flexed his arms a little to make sure he had full movement. He didnāt know what was happening behind that door, but he might need to think on his feet. Or, he might have to make a big deal out of washing his hands and retreating, if indeed nothing was going on.
He slipped through the door and waited just inside. The bathroom smelled of bleach, and the lights were low. There was a small entry area with long mirrorsātwo had large cracks in themāhand dryers, and an off-center arch that led through to the cubicles and urinals. That was where the noise was coming from. A rhythmic bangingā¦ and a whimper.
Either Iām walking in on an orgy, or shit is going down.
Stefan looked around for a weapon, anything he could use. Short of smashing a mirror, he had nothing, and only in the movies was smashing a mirror a good idea. Last time heād tried it, heād cut his arm open. He still had the scar to prove it. Stefan pulled back his shoulders and sauntered around the corner and into the main bathroom as if he had no better place to be. Like he belonged. Pacing Man from outside had his back to Stefan, Neck-Guy the same, but there was no sign of the victim or the third goon.
The third man came out of the last cubicle dragging somethingāa bodyāand looked directly at Stefan with a shocked expression. āPrivate party,ā he said, brooking no argument. āFuck off.ā
Stefan slumped a little and made himself look as small and innocent as he could. āI just need toāā
āYou need to leave.ā
Stefan saw the blood, the body, saw the muscle-bound man turn and walk his way, observed Pacing Man step toward him as well. He knew exactly where they all were.
āWhatās wrong?ā Stefan asked. āWhoāve you got there? Your boyfriend?ā
He knew better than to ask the bad people questions, but this seemed like a wisecracking kind of moment to him and he needed them all coming toward him.
Elephant-Necked Guy got to him first, a meaty hand on his shoulder, gripping hard and attempting to propel Stefan back out of the bathroom. Stefan allowed him to step forward, and then mid-step, when he was off balance, Stefan twisted his leg, caught the man behind the knee, and had him crashing into the urinals. His huge head smacked the porcelain, rendering him unconscious.
āOops,ā Stefan said. āMy bad.ā
Pacing Man stepped back in shock, and bodyguard two dropped the victimās lifeless body before assuming a stance, clearly thinking this was coming down to a fight of some sort. Stefan steadied himself, waiting until he was gripped, and he had the second man unconscious at his feet with the judicious use of a bathroom door, a toilet, and a paper dispenser.
That just left Pacing Man.
Who, for fuckās sake, had a gun on him.
āThis is the UK, you know,ā Stefan said, his breathing a little heavy. It had been a long time since heād gotten physical with anyone, and it was showing. āNo guns.ā
āFuck you,ā Pacing Man said. āTurn around and leave.ā
Stefan glanced at the body. Noticed movement, saw eyes open through blood, and shook his head. āNot happening.ā
Pacing Man shook his gun. āIāll shoot you.ā
Stefan made a hundred small observations. Pacing Man was pale, a little shaky, the gun not quite so steady, but he had the gleam of something in his eyes, a confidence. Was he high? The victim groaned, made an effort to stand, grabbing at the slick tiled wall to find purchase.
āHelp,ā the beaten man pleaded.
āWhy are you hitting him?ā Stefan asked. He didnāt know what was going on here, but a gun against fists wasnāt a fair fight. He didnāt care why the guy on the floor had been beaten, because, whatever the reason for beating someone to a pulp, it didnāt sit right with him. Stefan stepped forward suddenly and Pacing Man reared back, fear in his face, his hand lax, and Stefan relieved him of his gun in the blink of an eye.
Pacing Manās eyes widened, just before they shut as Stefan slammed his head against the bathroom door. Pacing Man twisted in his hold, taking Stefan by surprise, Stefanās gun hand and the manās head getting caught by the door as it slammed on them. Stefan felt the agonizing pain of mashed muscles and skin at the same time as Pacing Man slumped to the floor, unconscious.
Which left only Stefan and the victim awake.
Stefan leaned over and helped the bloody man stand, taking his weight even as they stumbled back against the wall.
āHelp me,ā the man said.
āTrying, buddy, really trying.ā He attempted to hold the man upright though his wrist throbbed. He knew the pain would ease in a minuteāheād had injuries like this beforeābut, just at this moment, it hurt like a bitch.
The man exhaled noisily and wiped his face with his sleeve, blood smearing over pale, freckled skin.
āI need to get them,ā he muttered.
āWhatās your name?ā Stefan began to move them out of the bathroom area.
āHelp me,ā the man said again.
Stefan helped him over the bodies on the floor; Elephant-Necked Guy was mumbling and groaning, and they only had a few minutes to get out of the bathroom before Stefan would have to hurt his fists again.
He reached awkwardly for the dropped gun and placed it in the small of his back. They needed to get the fuck out of here. He wasnāt sure heād be up to taking on the big guy in there with only one hand in use and holding up the victim too, and he sure as hell wasnāt using a gun. āWhatās your name?ā
āKirby,ā the victim said.
āOkay, Kirby, letās get you out of here.ā
They made it out of the bathroom and out to the waiting room. Luckily for Stefan and Kirby, it was as empty as it was five minutes ago. Swiftly, Stefan moved Kirby along, but then Kirby balked and stopped.
āWait,ā he said on a painful exhale.
āWhat? No waiting. We need to get you to a hospital.ā Hell, we need to get me to a hospital.
āPlease,ā Kirby whispered. He yanked himself away from Stefan, and the only thing stopping him from hitting the floor was the departures board support.
Stefan grabbed him to stop him from falling, intensely aware of the blood all over Kirbyās sweater and jacket. Kirby was bleeding, but from God knew where. Stefan had seen a cop here earlier, doing his rounds, or maybe it was a security guard. Theyād exchanged nods, but the man was nowhere to be seen now.
āThe hospital,ā Stefan said firmly. Heād call the cops once he knew Kirby wasnāt bleeding internally.
āNo.ā Kirby shook his head, his eyes closing. āHelp me.ā Using Stefan as a crutch, he lean-dragged himself away from the support.
Stefan sighed noisily. He had half an eye on the bathroom door behind them and half an eye on every other fucking thing. Who the hell was this Kirby guy, and why were three menāwell, one at leastābeating on him?
āHelp you how? You need a hospital.ā
āNo, theyāll be killed. Please.ā
Who? Whoāll be killed? āWhat do you need me to do?ā
āTo the door, to get them,ā Kirby mumbled.
They made it to a side corridor, and a door marked Staff Only.
Kirby leaned on the door. āThank you.ā
āWhatās in there?ā Stefan asked. Kirbyās thank-you sounded suspiciously like a dismissal. āDrugs? Is this a drugs thing?ā
Kirby shook his head, and Stefan took the time to catalog the contusions under the blood. The blood on his face was from a split lip and a wicked-looking cut over one eye, and it had matted the long dark hair that fell around his face. He was skinny, short, and weighed nothing, but there was a fire in his bright emerald eyes.
āThank you,ā he said again and then waited for Stefan to leave.
āNot going anywhere.ā Stefan was following this through to find out what the hell was hidden in the room. He had a gun in his possession, a man whoād been beaten, and three goons who were clearly after something. Stefan wasnāt letting this go.
A hundred thoughts must have passed through Kirbyās head, and they all telegraphed in his expression. Fear, anger, and finally resignationāat least those were the ones that Stefan read.
āWho the hell are you?ā Kirbyās words were mumbled around a swelling mouth.
Stefan thought on his feet and pulled out the ID that he never left at home, realizing at the last minute that heād have to reach across his body, because his right hand was way past sore. āStefan Mortimer, CIA.ā He waved it in front of Kirby, who grabbed at it and held it still.
āFuck,ā Kirby muttered.
āSo, tell me whatās going on?ā
Kirby leaned back against the door, and he pushed a hand into his pocket.
Stefan tensed. What was Kirby trying to retrieve? He only relaxed when Kirby pulled out a security card, which he pressed against the keypad.
āI stole a card.ā Kirby wasnāt apologizing, merely explaining. The door lock released, and Kirby went into the room, with Stefan close behind. They shut the door and Stefan flicked on the lights. He didnāt know what he would see, but when boxes moved of their own accord, he tensed. What the hell?
Kirby stumbled toward the boxes, fell to his knees, and gathered two small children into his arms. Stefan felt himself go slack-jawed.
Children?
Not drugs, then.
The little girl was making that noise Stefanās nieces made when they were just about to go into full-on, blubbering tears, and Kirby held her closer, muttering words under his breath but gripping the small girl tightly.
Stefan stepped forward to ask questions, He stopped himself. Someone else would deal with this; someone who was better placed to care about the man who had been beaten up. The same man who held these two children like they were the most precious things in the world.
And now the little girl was sobbing into Kirbyās neck. Stefan sighed inwardly, his innate sense of making things right pushing to the front.
āWhat is this?ā he asked, glancing back to the door, but there was no danger, nothing chasing them. No one had seen them come into the room.
Kirby said nothing.
āKirby?ā Stefan crouched down by the three of them, reaching out a hand toward the crying girl before drawing it back.
She was all about Kirby and probably wouldnāt want a stranger talking to her. Finally, Kirby released his tight hold and opened his eyesādeep, remorse-filled green. He made to stand, off balance with the added weight of the girl and what looked like a slightly older boy hanging around his neck. Stefan held out a hand, but Kirby managed to stand without his help. Evidently he was used to the extra ballast.
āI am so sorry,ā he said. He had a soft Scottish accent, more obvious now he was calmer. Maybe Kirby was from Edinburgh itself, or at least close by. āI had to leave Louise and Andy in here when I saw them.ā
āYou mean the guys looking to take you out?ā
Kirby shook his head. āYou shouldnāt get involved. Weāll be fine now.ā Stefan saw he was talking directly to the young boy who nodded mutely. This must be Andy.
āYou might have a concussion.ā Stefanās field training kicked in. āWe need to get you to a hospital.ā
Kirby smiled up at Stefan, although he grimaced with the pain of it and the smile didnāt quite reach his eyes. āI donāt feel dizzy, just sore.ā
Stefan wondered how much of a lie that was. Was he used to being beaten up? Hell, he couldnāt be more than a buck-sixty and at least six inches shorter than Stefan was.
āJust keep an eye on dizziness and feeling sick,ā Stefan finally offered.
The little girlās sobs had now reduced to hiccups, and huge blue eyes peeped at Stefan over Kirbyās shoulder: wet eyes with long lashes and tears sparkling in them.
āYouāre bleeding,ā Andy whispered. He touched Kirbyās face. āDid McLeod do that to you?ā
āNo.ā
Andy added something with resigned perception. āWas it Bull or Tommy?ā
Kirby nodded. āItās okay, though,ā he said. āThis man helped me, helped us.ā
Andy slipped out of Kirbyās hold and looked up at Stefan.
Stefan was tall, a couple of inches over six feet and aware that he was probably intimidating, considering his white sweater was darkened with Kirbyās blood. He copied what Kirby had done, crouching low again, and held out his good hand. āHello.ā
Andy held out a hand and shook Stefanās gently, his touch light and wary. āIām Andy, and this is my sister Louise. Sheās four, nearly five, and Iām seven.ā
āNice to meet you, Andy. What do you say we get Kirby to the hospital, huh?ā
āWeāre not going to the hospital,ā Kirby snapped.
Andy winced at the harsh and unyielding tone of it. āNo hospital if Uncle Kirby says no.ā He pulled back his thin shoulders as he spoke.
Stefan didnāt like to see a kid wince that way, in fear, and he recognized the bravery that followed. He looked at Kirby, at the blood, at the pale wash of heat on his high cheekbones and the pain that bracketed his eyes. āYes, we are. You, me, the kids, are all getting checked out.ā
āI canāt,ā Kirby said a little desperately. āIf we doā¦.ā
āHeāll find us,ā Andy finished.
Stefan looked from Kirby to the little boy and back. āWho will? One of the guys I knocked out?ā
Andyās eyes widened. āYou did? All of them? Bull as well?ā
āIs Bull the big guy with no neck?ā Stefan asked.
Andy nodded. āAye.ā
āYeah,ā Stefan said. āEven him.ā
Andyās eyes widened. āReally?ā
Kirby moved between Stefan and Andy. He evidently wanted to cut off the fledgling hero worship. āWe need to go,ā he said. āThe bairns and I, we need to go. Now.ā
Stefan translated the word bairns to mean children. āSorry, canāt do that,ā he replied. āI need some answers, and I need them now before I call Security.ā
If anything, Kirbyās face paled further at those words and Stefan saw his gaze dart guiltily to the door.
āIām just taking my niece and nephew for a break,ā Kirby said quickly and started to brush past Stefan.
āI donāt believe you.ā Stefan gripped Kirbyās arms, startled at the sheer fear in the other manās eyes and wondering whether, if he looked hard enough, he could find a glimmer of guilt.
āLet. Me. Go.ā Kirbyās words had an edge to them, an edge of violence, and it was all Stefan could do not to scoop up the kids there and then. Violence in a man with children this small didnāt bear thinking about. āI donāt know who you are, but you need to leave me and the bairns alone,ā Kirby said firmly, drawing himself as tall as he was able. āHe canāt have them, and I swear if you try anything, I will call Security myself.ā
āWho canāt have them? Is someone after you? Is it Child Protection? What are you trying to do?ā Stefan asked.
āLeave us alone,ā Kirby forced out, rubbing soothing motions into the girlās back as she whimpered at his raised voice.
Stefan realized the more Kirby talked, the more involved Stefan became. Clearly there was an agenda here, and Stefan wasnāt sure he wanted to be a part of it. He wanted to know why a man and two children were being chased down. What was Kirbyās connection to the kids? And who the hell were Bull, Tommy, and Pacing Man? Kirby would be going to the hospital if Stefan had his way, but first things first, Stefan needed to assess this situation.
āIām calling Security,ā he decided. Something was wrong here, and he had to get the authorities involved.
Stefan didnāt see Kirby move or put the little girl down, but he sure as hell felt the punch that snapped his head back. He immediately went on the defensive, grabbing Kirby, twisting him around, and pressing him to the wall.
Kirby yelped in pain, but Stefan wasnāt letting go just yet. He felt tiny fists on his thighs.
āLeave him alone, let him go!ā
Both kids were thumping him. Stefan loosened his hold, watching as Kirby slid down the wall, and the two children moved to stand between him and Kirby.
āPlease,ā Kirby said, āNo police.ā
The way he said policeāpoe-leeceāwas so soft, and pleading was clear in every cell of him.
āDonāt touch my uncle,ā the boy snapped, fierceness in his expression.
Stefan held up his hands. āI wonāt touch him.ā
āLet us go,ā Kirby murmured. āGo away so I can find somewhere safe.ā
Stefan thought on his feet and crouched again, so he was on the same level as the kids. āI can help you, but you have to tell me something first.ā
The boy frowned but didnāt lower his fists or step away from Kirby. āWhat?ā he asked suspiciously.
āIs he really your uncle?ā
The frown didnāt drop. āYes.ā The boy nudged the girl. āTell him, Lou.ā
āTell him what?ā The girl, Lou, didnāt have her fists up. Her eyes were bright with tears, but she was as brave as her brother, standing as a barrier between Kirby and Stefan.
āTell him you want to stay with Uncle Kirby.ā
She didnāt answer in words; she nodded, then slipped back and into Kirbyās arms.
Stefan eyed the tableau critically. āOkay, Iāll get you all away from here, as long as your uncle promises to see a doctor.ā
āI will,ā Kirby said. āLet us go, and I will go straight to a hospital when I can.ā
Stefan didnāt like to point out the contradiction in going straight there and the added āwhen I can.ā He would cross that bridge when he came to it.
āThis is how itās going to go,ā Stefan began. āWeāre leaving.ā He stared past the small boy and into Kirbyās green eyes, wondering what kind of man Kirby was.
āWeāre getting a train,ā Kirby said.
āNot tonight, youāre not. They shut the station down, issues with snow.ā
āShit.ā The curse was loud and made Lou wince.
āWhy do those men want you, Kirby? What did you do, and whose kids are these?ā There, that was all the questions Stefan had at this moment.
Kirby stared at him, holding the girl tight. Maybe Kirby wasnāt bleeding internally, but he looked like shit. Kirby stumbled to stand, using the wall to support himself. Stefan took a step closer, and, in response, Kirby moved to one side, his hands on Andyās shoulders, his legs hitting boxes. He looked scared and defiant, and he stepped forward so he was between Stefan and the children as much as he could be.
Andy still had his hands clenched at his sides, and there was a scowl on his face. āMcLeod hurt Daddy, stuck a knife in him and made him fall down,ā Andy said. āWe saw him do it.ā
Stefan looked from Andy to Kirby and put two and two together immediately. The kidās dad was knifed, and the uncle was taking them from Edinburgh? Jesus, this was worse than he thought. āThe children are witnesses to something?ā
Kirby nodded mutely, and the horror of what was happening here hit Stefan. This was stupid; they needed to call the cops.
āAnā Uncle Kirby was keeping us safe,ā Andy added. āDonāt you hurt him.ā
Stefan shook his head, as struck dumb as Kirby was. The pain in his wrist was more of a dull ache, so it clearly wasnāt that bad. Either that or adrenaline was numbing him. Wouldnāt be the first time. He had to trust Kirby and his niece and nephew were in danger, and this was what Stefan did bestāhe handled threats, and he looked out for people.
āWe need to get you out of here. Whereās your car?ā
Kirby blinked at him. āWe were going toā¦. I donāt have a car.ā
āOkay. I have one. Iām in the main parking area.ā He stopped talking and instead internalized all the steps needed to get Kirby and the children to his waiting car and then the authorities. By now the three men heād dealt with would be awake. āFollow me and stay behind me. Okay?ā
āUncle Kirby?ā Andy said from behind him.
āItās okay, Andy. You remember the rules.ā
āAye, run, and if they catch me, I scream right loud, like a girl.ā
The kid looked so earnest. His short dark hair was in a messy pile of sticking-up bits, his eyes were damp, but heād spoken with complete determination.
Kirby nodded. āAnd stay with me.ā
Andy looked up at Stefan. āYou a bad guy whoās good?ā
What Stefan landed himself in, he didnāt know, but hell if he was abandoning one skinny man with intriguing green eyes and two small kids.
A bad guy was not who he was. He was a typical good guy, who was quite happy being the bad guy if it kept innocent civilians safe. That was who Stefan Mortimer was.
And he was excellent at his job.
Chapter Two
Kirby held Louise tight and eased over one shoulder the backpack heād left in the room with his niece and nephew. The burn was intense. Tommy had hit his mark each time. God knows what would have happened if Bull had joined in. Kirby should thank the heavens that Stefan had found them before he ended up a bloody mess or worse on a bathroom floor. They wanted Andy and Louise, and there was no way Kirby would crack and tell them where they were.
āCome on, Andy, he wonāt hurt us,ā Kirby lied. How the hell would he know what this superhero was going to do? He was CIA, but that wasnāt a cop, so he wouldnāt know who McLeod was, wouldnāt know how bad this situation was for Andy and Louise. He held out a hand to Andy, which the child took immediately.
āIāll take the boy,ā Stefan ordered, attempting to wrest Kirbyās grip from Andy.
Andy shouted a sharp āNo!ā
āWhat the hell? Stop it! For Godās sake, youāre scaring him,ā Kirby snarled, his free hand coming out to block Stefanās movement.
They stood staring at each other.
āIām scaring him?ā Stefan sounded incredulous. āHow can I be scaring him? Iām trying to help him.ā
āJust be gentle.ā Kirbyās voice was determined, firm, but it wasnāt enough to get Stefan to stand down. At this point, Kirby wasnāt sure that anything he could say would make Stefan stand down. Kirbyās voice was low, his hand raised, palm upward, entreating Stefan not to make a fuss. As Stefan moved again, Kirby switched suddenly from simply telling to instant pleading. āPlease, donāt hurt him. Just help us out of here.ā
Stefan looked confused for a moment, and then, more carefully, he held out his hands. Andy looked from Kirby to Stefan before accepting the lift up. He curled into Stefanās neck.
āUncle Kirby?ā Louiseās voice was so low that Stefan almost missed it. āIām thirsty.ā
The little girl was oblivious to most of what had happened today, but however used to the violence she was, she had to be scared and uncertain, and in turn, Kirby had to be the strong one. It broke his heart to hear her soft voice. āWeāll get you a drink soon, sweetie. Youāre going to be okay?ā
She nodded. Then it was clearly time to go. With the silent impasse, the tension curling between the two men, Kirby waited as Stefan opened the door a crack to peer outside.
āItās clear,ā Stefan announced.
Kirby wanted to ask him if he was sure, but he didnāt. Stefan was CIA; he must know what he was doing. More so than Kirby, general fuck-up and a waste of space, would.
Stefan turned back to him. āNew rules. You stay with me, you donāt run off, we find the cops, and we sort this out.ā
Kirbyās world shifted. āNo, I canāt. We canāt. Please.ā If the cops knew he was here, if they knew about McLeod, and Robbie, they would take one look at Kirby and take Andy and Louise. He wasnāt going to let that happen.
āWhat?ā Stefan frowned.
āNo cops, please. Just let me get them safe.ā
Then what? Kirby asked himself. He didnāt even know what the fuck he was doing. Getting a train from Edinburgh to freaking anywhere hadnāt gone well so far after the snow had canceled so many departures.
āWe need to report this,ā Stefan persisted.
āIāll explain everything. Just get us away.ā Pain knifed through him from his chest, which Louiseās weight pressed on, and he couldnāt help the gasp of pain. āPlease.ā
Stefan stared at him, incredulous, and clearly two seconds away from calling emergency services and bringing the full weight of the law down on the idiot who thought he could fix everything.
āIām not promising anything.ā
āThen I will take them and run.ā
āFuāfreaking idiot.ā Stefan corrected his cursing. āPeople want to hurt you.ā
āNot as much as I want to hurt them,ā Kirby snapped.
Stefanās lips tightened, He relaxed and exhaled noisily. Heād clearly read something in Kirbyās expression, probably the evidence that Kirby was not taking this to the cops.
āOkay, but the minute I thinkāā
āThank you,ā Kirby interrupted.
Stefan peered back out of the door. āWalk normally,ā he said under his breath. āHide your face.ā
Kirby didnāt argue. He tried to walk as normally as he could despite every part of him screaming that he should run fast and far. He hid the bruises on his face and the blood that pooled at his throat behind Louiseās long hair and hoped to hell no one stopped them.
They made it out of the waiting area, and Kirby refused to look at the door to the bathrooms. What if McLeod was awake, or Tommy and Bull? With what Andy and Louise knew, those guys werenāt going to let them get away.
They crossed two roads before entering the parking lot. Kirby wanted to look around them, wanted to ensure Robbie and his goons werenāt waiting for them, but he didnāt. With absolute focus, he followed Stefan, walking just a few feet behind him, fixated entirely on the slightly limping walk that Stefan had going on.
That man was a goddamn hero; heād dispatched McLeod and Tommyānot to mention Bullāin just a few simple movements. He was capable and clever, and heād get them out of here. They reached a large black 4x4, and the sound of the doors unlocking was loud in the nearly empty part of the parking lot.
With quick motions, both men had the back doors open. Only then did Kirby realize there were no car seats. He closed his eyes briefly. They needed car seats. His eyes caught Stefanās, and he knew that was the least of their worries. He strapped Louise in, watched as Stefan did the same with Andy, and then they climbed into the front.
āPlease drive safely,ā Kirby murmured. āDonāt hurt the bairns.ā
Stefan cast him a quick glance that spoke volumes. If looks could kill, Kirby would be dead already.
Efficiently, Stefan had them out of the parking lot and onto the main road until the glow of the city receded and they were on the M8 driving southwest. Stefan kept checking his mirror.
āAre we being followed?ā Kirby asked.
āNo, I canāt see that we are.ā
āYou can drop us anywhere.ā Kirby looked back at Andy and Louise, both dozing in the belts. āSoon. I donāt like them in the car without seats.ā
āSeems like the least of your worries,ā Stefan commented evenly. āWant to tell me what the fuck just happened?ā
Kirby shook his head and faced front. āDrop us off at a bus stop or something.ā
āOf course I can do that,ā Stefan said.
Kirby sighed with relief; heād been expecting Stefan to argue. āThank you.ā
āAs soon as you tell me where youāre going. What bus stop should I be dropping you at?ā
Shit. Kirby should have known that Stefan wasnāt letting this lie. He thought on his feet. āI have family in Jedburgh,ā he lied.
āNo, you donāt.ā
āI do.ā
āKirby, stop. Iām not dropping you or the children anywhere for some freaking bus at nearly eleven at night. Itās freezing out there. Youād last five minutes.ā They stopped at a junction, and Stefan crossed his hands on the wheel as they waited for the lights to change. He seemed to be favoring his right hand, and it looked swollen. Had he hurt it trying to help Kirby? āStop messing about. What do you need?ā
āNo cops.ā
āI got that. What do you need?ā
āSleep. Somewhere for the children to sleep, somewhere I can clean up. To think.ā
Stefan nodded. āFinally, the truth.ā He pulled into a gas station and cut the engine. āStay here. Iāll be back in five minutes.ā
Kirby nodded mutely. Where the hell would he go? Take Andy and Louise and run. But run where? Stefan had stopped in the middle of freaking nowhere, despite being on the main road. The snow was persistent but not heavy, the roads were still white with it, and anyone passing would be unlikely to pick them up. Was Stefan in there calling the police?
Stefan came back pretty quickly, with a carrier bag of stuff that he stowed next to Kirbyās seat. Kirby didnāt ask about the police; he had to trust Stefan. They left the service station and took the next road winding out into the countryside, with Stefan visibly looking for something in particular. They ended up driving for about ten minutes, and the outskirts of a small town began to emerge on the otherwise deserted road. The sign read āLivingstone,ā and there was a Premier Inn. Stefan went in, paid, then drove to the rear of the hotel, parking the car under the trees by the snowdrifts against the wall, around a corner and out of sight of anyone happening to pass.
The man who had saved them had skills.
āWe can go in the rear.ā Stefan took the carrier bag, opened the back door and scooped up a dozing Andy, who murmured in his sleep, then woke and wriggled to be let down. Stefan let him slip to the ground as Kirby picked up the sleeping Louise. Soon the four of them had made their way through the rear entrance with their key card, and up one flight of stairs to room 210.
Kirby didnāt know what he was doing. Why did he trust this man? What secrets would he have to keep to stay safe? Fuck, how were they in a hotel room with a strange man?
What had happened to keeping his head down and staying alive?


RJ Scott has been writing since age six when she was made to stay in at lunchtime for an infraction involving cookies and was told to write a story. Two sides of A4 about a trapped princess later, a lover of writing was born. She reads anything from thrillers to sci-fi to horror; however, her first real love will always be the world of romance. From billionaires, bodyguards and cowboys to SEALs, throwaways and veterinarians, she writes passionate stories with a heart of romance, a troubled road to reach happiness, and more than a hint of happily ever after.

My rating: 4 of 5 stars
This story of love and finding happiness where least expected will have you hooked to your kindle. Stephen and Kirby are not ready for each other. They are both in the same place for different reasons and just by coincidence they meet and come together in the craziest circumstances. This story of love and belonging will melt your heart and drag you into the characterās world.
Kirbyās world just turned upside down again and to make things even better her is now responsible for his irresponsible brothers two childrenās. Stephen is not in a good space when Kirby comes into his life and gives him a reason to help someone, but love is the last thing on his mind and when it hits him out of nowhere he can only hope his heart wonāt be broken.
I loved the story between these two characters because there was such a connection that comes out of them. They are both struggling with their own demons yet they found such a connection and love with each other. This wasnāt a story about love but a story based on two wounded souls connecting with each other. I really enjoyed this story and canāt wait to see whatās next from R.J.Scott .
review by Lindsey
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