Chaos is a state of confusion or
disorder.
Three babies born on the same night. Thrown
together since their first breath.
Being the only girl in the trio takes immense
about of strength.
My life has always been a state of confusion and
disorder.
Loving one person isn’t easy, it takes
commitment, effort, and trust.
Loving two takes patience and
prejudice.
Loving three takes my life into complete
chaos.
“Once I grew up I learned the dirty
differences between
A boy and a girl, as it thrust my life into
chaos.”
He pulls onto a dirt road. The lights are on as we
head deeper and deeper into complete darkness. It seems that the further we travel
the darker it gets. I have to admit, it’s a bit scary. I’m beginning to
wonder if it was a wise choice to trust him with my Jeep, let alone my
life.
“You aren’t going to kill me, are
you?” I ask jokingly, but deep down a part of me is
serious.
“If I was going to kill you, I wouldn’t
tell you. Just trust me.”
So I do, I do trust him. He pulls into an open field
and parks the Jeep. He turns off the engine and switches off the lights. I have to
admit it’s fucking scary as shit out here. He steps out of the Jeep and walks
around to open my door.
“You want me to step out into complete
darkness? What if there are snakes or
something?”
“I’ll protect you from them. Now
come on, trust me.”
I take his hand and step out. My heart is pounding
out of fear. We only take a couple of steps away from the Jeep. It’s cold out
here, the only warmth I feel is his hand in mind.
“Look up,” he
says.
I look up at the sky and see it, it’s glittering
with stars.
“Now just breathe and soak in the
peacefulness it brings to your soul,” he
whispers.
I turn in his direction, wanting to see him, but
darkness is all I see. I look up at the sky and soak in the peacefulness. The stars are
mesmerizing. I can literally feel the fear and the ache in my chest being lifted.
Another piece of my heart is claimed by the man standing next to me. I don’t
know how long we’ve been standing here but I finally look in his direction. I
feel his body turn toward me. I feel his warm breath on my cheek. I close my eyes
but opened or closed the darkness is the same. I lean toward him, wanting to feel his
lips on mine. I feel him pull away, but he doesn’t let go of my
hand.
“Kiss me,” I beg. I want it so bad it
hurts, but he doesn’t. He brings his hand to my face and runs his thumb
across my lips.
“Please, kiss me,” I continue to
beg.
Leli and Aimee are Texas-Natives who reside in
the Rio Grande Valley. They work in the medical field and have evolved into New
Adult Romance authors. Both share a passion for happily ever after’s. Their
love for books helped them decide to pursue their dream of writing. They were
scared to start on this dream alone so they team up making L.A.
Corvill.
When they are not working or writing, Leli spends
her day reading, adding new books to her read list. Aimee spends her time with her
kids being a taxi to their various extra-curricular activities and her Ipad is never far
from her.
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